Hello bloggy . Hello darlings . :DD
Life wasn't the same anymore . My feelings for him didn't fade but the feeling wasn't the same anymore . According to 'Men are from Mars , Women are from Venus' , i may be in my well for this period of time . And women being in their well is just a trend . It will happen during some time of the month or maybe year . So couldn't blame me for being not so caring or whatsoever . When women are in their well , old feelings do all act up again . I really don't wish all this to happen . But you see , it is something that happen to women . Women are female and i'm a female , isn't it ?
So you couldn't blame me .
I think i can jolly well go die . I mean by being like this , i've hurt you . At least , i suppose i did . But to me , i don't feel anything . I mean i feel being normal . But to you , i'm not . Not at all normal . You think that i've changed when i didn't .
Hiash . Forget it .
Why is all these happening to me ? Did anyone else is facing these problems . When both friendship and BoyGirlRelationship(BGR) is facing problems . When actually both are link ?
I don't think so .
I'm stupid enough to trust my own friend which i think it's safe . But apparently it is not . I won't wish to trust anyone anymore . Except for my family members , boyfriend , steadstead &baby .
For once , they always kept my secrets . Although when someone know your secrets , your secrets wouldn't be secrets anymore . But i still tell them . But mostly i would tell xiaoming . But now i'm resort to writing letters to tell xiaoming because i could no longer sense xiaoming around me . It is sucha sad thing . I miss xiaoming so much . I'm so happy when xiaoming is with me . Because i can share evrything and anything . He won't tell a word . Hiash .
Life is full of ups and downs .
